Monday, 3 December 2012

So you want to move to Fort Mcmurray?

well if you’re reading this, ill make an ass of my self by "assuming" you want to or are undecided about moving all the way out to the rich city of Fort Mcmurray, located in Northern Alberta, Canada. Thank fuck you decided to read this because i am going to give you the down low, the accurate information and details of this place everyone talks of, the place with tons of work, a huge rate of pay and, most of the time, "Easy money", as some would say.
But listen up the town itself is a retched pit of despair, sorrow and overall bad vibes. Remember this is a place where people flock from all over the globe to make it rich by any means necessary. Every type of person wants money and things and lots of em, and this attracts the worst kinds of human scum. Criminals, refugees, illegal immigrants anyone you can imagine are here in this place.
Fort Mcmurray is a melting pot of culture and race, unlike anywhere else. In the span of a 5 minute drive or walk down the main street of downtown fort mcmurray you will encounter every type of skin colour and every type of culture on this planet and most people are overall doing well financially. This is what makes it such a different city then most places because here everyone is on the same plain, everyone has the chance to make it rich.
But back to the city itself, walking down the street in daylight is no issue at all depending where you walk but most likely the worse you will encounter is a crack head or 2 and maybe the odd homeless couple banging in the grass, drunk as fuck. these people for the most part wont hurt or attack you but just overall dealing with them is frustrating especially when you go to take your bottles back to the depot you might as well just give em to the bums to avoid the madness that will occur. Most parts of the upper fort mcmurray area out of town do not have much or any of these fuckers running around so that is your best bet for finding a place,
Stay out of downtown, for living anyways, the apartments are overrun with loads of people, mostly taxi drivers from Africa and Pakistan. and not to be racist or anything but these people load into the rooms 5-6 sometimes 7 living inside 2 bedroom apartments, hollering and dancing to the we hours of the night, bongo's and all destroying the place and everything around it stinking it up with weird smells of fuck knows what kind of food. I’m not saying there all like that but from what i encountered from my 3 years living up there this is my experience.
other then dealing with where your going to live you have to deal with the excessive traffic day in day out sometimes taking 1 to 2 hours to move a few hundred feet, you have to understand this is a town built for probably at the most around 20000 people and here jam packed into this town they have over 50000 i would say.
And every single person has a vehicle either there own or a company vehicle supplied by there company so most people have more then 1 car, and every morning on your way down Highway 63 towards the Death Plants (oil refineries) . there is literally a thousand cars of traffic trying to get through 2 sets of lights, (this is prior to the overpasses that are being built). 2 whole communities of thousands head down the hill towards the lights[.] Another few thousand head in from town and another thousand from the other direction of town, everyone heading to the same 2 lane road to get to 1 of the probably 20 different refineries about an hour‘s drive North of town.
Most people take the Bus to work that is supplied by every oil site, and this is no funner. Most times you[‘re] waking up at around 4am to get ready and then to catch your bus at 5-5:30 to arrive at most sites for 7am, the start of most shifts. Braving the mighty -40 degree weather at 4-5 in the morning is hell it cripples every cell in your body. You cringe up, every muscle contracting, your body haunched up then you set foot on your porch and hear the horrid 'Creak" of the wood just splitting, crunching , knowing in your mind nothing is made to be in these temperatures, definitely not humans, and you set forth down the street and wait and wait for the big ol’ Diversified bus to come rumbling down the road.
but sometimes they don't show up at all an 3 hours of standing on the side of the road isn't good for you at all, so your strut back home and lay in bed sick all day, losing out on hundreds of dollars because your bus broke down or the driver ran it off the road. to take the chance to drive into work is most times the plan but really in the end if your bus cant make it to get you, most likely the roads are rotten ice filled skating rinks anyways, not worth the chance of death down the retched highway 63 (death highway, hell’s road)
Alright then after all that bullshit of transporting to work however you get there or whenever, you unload from the bus and then join the rest of the herd of sheep and scurry one by one through the swipe gates where you take your key card thing and run it through the system and most times you will also get randomly checked by some dumb undereducated person most times that can barely speak English.
after being violated you then head into your lunch trailer and get yourself prepared for the day, by consuming heavy amount of coffee and most times a joint or 2 followed by a stretching session and then a little work, safety talk. Then you start your day of driving around doing nothing or being told by your foreman to hide for the day or make whatever work your doing last as long as humanly possible, "Dog fucking" most people call it, when your stand around all day doing nothing or pretending to do something which was the most likely case.
You first start by filling out a safety card which takes anywhere from 10 minutes to and hour when it should probably be finished in 2 minutes, after that you[‘re] heading to get a permit for where you are working and this usually take anywhere from 20 minutes to and hour as well. You may not experience this in every trade but i myself have been a scaffolder, and electrician and have dealt with this on in everyday basis, and watched most other trades do the same.
[Stay] out of the way so that the big shots that look after the workers for the refinery don't see you sitting around wasting there money, but everyone does it and everyone knows about it. The more skilled of a trade you have it seems the less actual work you have to do. I dont know how many thousands of dollars i made just by sleeping or hiding away inside a pipe rack, and being told to do so by my foreman/supervisor.
If this kind of work is for you then Labourer is the job you want at either spark or fire watch you basically get paid 30 plus in hour to watch a welder's sparks, so they don't catch fire or start a catastrophe. which basically involves sitting on a bucket or some other homemade chair device, most times in a warm heated shelter, sometimes not with a meter in your hand and a radio, simple.
So ya other then spending your days raking in cash by not really doing a whole lot you finish the day off, get back on your bus and head home, which sometimes in the winter when roads are bad might take anywhere from 2 to 10 hours for which you don't get paid and this by far the part i hated the most, especially after a day where i actually worked and was exhausted.
and these buses without the long drives are most times retched horrible transports of people talking as your trying to sleep stinking up the bus with farts, the shaking and moving of parts of the bus as you hit every bump and i mean every one because there is a lot being the road is built over a swampy muskeg,
no sir this is not fun, the moment you fall asleep it becomes OK but when you sleep in and pass your bus stop that's never a good time.
So ya back in town you made it, finally time to go out to the Casino riddled with lowlifes and scums everywhere gambling away there week, or months pay in a matter of hours greeted by terrible crack heads and prostitutes as you enter the door. This shows you the type of people you got to deal with in this town, and if that not your scene you could head to the NV night club, or cowboys it used to be called when i lived there[.] [It’s] a dance club for the horrible men and women of this town, a place where Juiced up roid mongers go to pick fights and test there special tai chi MMA skills, a place where the dirtiest filthiest of whores come to gold dig and hunt down there pray for that night or a place where people try to go have a good time but never end up having it,
yes this place i hated the most it was the pinnacle of rotten, foul human conditions, and behaviours, a place where everything wrong with the new generation, comes to light, in this dark stinky bunker. and if this doesn't seem like fun to you there is always the small pubs where i cannot say anything bad about most because for the most part they are alright other then filled with ol cougars and older crowds most the time, making it hard to pick up chicks your own age but overall a good place to eat and watch a game,play pool, let loose after a long day of work.
the only good memories i have are of pubs, not to say i will every go back to [any] of them because i hope to never be anywhere near Fort mcmurray every again for my own reasons. The Rent is crazy high and no where near worth for the places you live the yards of most houses aren't even big enough to mow, usually the houses there are within 3-5 feet of another house which leaves no privacy ..My advice to anyone out there dont live in town just go there make money and leave, like they say "take My money and run" and that is your best plan, because living there will get you no where further in life then anywhere else in the world.
After you pile up stock amounts of possessions and houses and cars after awhile your working just to pay debt.. Get in Get out Take the money from that horrible town an use it to boost the economies of other cities. fuck Fort Mac it has gone to the dogs, there is no hope for this province, lets sell it to the Asians, and give the money to the rest of canada,
the end of part 1.

Saturday, 24 November 2012

AlcohoL: Embedded into our DNA, A life long struggle with no end

Alcohol "Booze", "the devils nectar", "firewater", whatever name ya want to give it, makes no difference at all, either way its all alcohol. whether its made out in the bush with barrels, inside your basement in a large glass jug or at a distillery, its all the same shit, a horrid liquid that comes in different forms of colour, thickness, taste and smell. that takes all inhibitions from you, all moral and good thinking, takes away motor skills and most normal bodily functions that we need just to survive this fucked up world. Sure alcohol is embedded into our history and our lives and has shaped the world for as long as i can remember, every person when they hit a certain age is predisposed to coming into the world which is alcohol being surrounded by friends even family, from birth or whenever. Peer pressure and curiosity get you as a young kid, then from there you ascend down into the path of alcohol, almost every single person will come into contact with alcohol as a kid in some form or another and from that very moment will shape there lives whether they choose to go full fledged into the fork in the road where alcohol takes you in his direction and leads you down that road until you are strong or capable of changing your path for the better of your life and the people who love you. Sure alcohol is great in moderation the only reason I'm going full into this is because at a certain point in my life alcohol does things to me that i have no control over after enough alcohol is sloshed into my system my brain shuts off, and it has been happening on the regular the past few years, one drink too many or whatever it is but i wake up the next day, sometimes in weird, far away places different rooms, beds, even cities then where i started the consumption, every time with also the dreaded hangovers as well. Hard liquor being the main cause, How many times have you woken up not knowing where your at, who your with, or what you did? How can this be good for our society if it has the ability to destroy our main brain function that controls our daily outcomes that keep us from doing fucked up things. I feel now as if Alcohol will now and forever be available and accessible to humans, because like a said it is embedded, etched, coded into our existence even into religions and cultures, it made history in the world and and changed us forever, on in everyday basis alcohol still effects our existence on this planet, and i don't think in any way for the better. i will say some points in our lives we do need to let go, let loose and drift out of this world at large either by drugs or alcohol and transcend deeper into our own minds. but at this point in time this generation i cannot presume what will occur in there direction toward alcohol i have seen through my years younger and younger kids growing up using or actually being allowed by parents to consume alcohol on a regular basis, i will not say much about the parents because i could never comprehend the ownership of a child and his whole life up to about 15 years old, and trying to make the right decisions for them, when you know damn well they are going to do whatever they please and all you could do as a parent is teach from past experiences. Maybe some parents think that allowing there child at a younger age to drink will discourage them eventually being that they will experience the lows and bad times for themselves and the toll it takes on your body. But whatever the reason we all drink and some allot more then others, there is no going back now at this point in time alcohol is in our DNA now and there is no escape. There is no one way or series of ways to keep someone away from this "drug" no matter where you live, how you are ,poor or rich alcohol will always be there and we will always feel as if it takes our problems away and relaxes us, but weed is out there too and it does a hell of allot better for us but yet it is still illegal.. when alcohol kills thousands and thousands of people every year, indirectly or directly. nothing is ever really said about taking it away "again" another prohibition because they know you can never take anything from us humans that we want ,, we will always find a way of getting it. So were stuck with it forever and as for weed weel never know, i sure would like to see the stats when they come out after weed has finally become legal and see the good it has done for human civilisation, when it is fully accessible and openly available i believe it will counter-act the long life we have dealt with alcohol and transform this world for the better into a humane place where life is valued and never wasted. Bottom's up , humanity is being chugged away but the smoke will appear and overcome us all.

Friday, 23 November 2012

Rick Simpson could he be the greatest Canadian alive?

Rick Simpson a kind soul. Maybe the greatest Canadian alive for many number of reasons, being the bravest, Nobelist, helpfulist Canadian there is. putting himself at risk everyday of his life for his patients, out there just trying to save lives and let people live this great life they have, if you haven't herd by now of Rick and his work then sit down and get prepared to read about this great man and his struggle to save lives.. and for there to be a struggle for this man, that is trying to better humanity ,truly tells us what kind of world we are in. when the Government is fighting to take this away from rick and arrest him when he has proven time and time again to cure these diseases in many of his own patients, But the struggle and everything to do with its is all because of one plant.   Marijuana yes indeed quit reading now if your one of those haters but please just take the time to understand and read the many true stories that involve the great Rick Simpson with "Curing cancer" yes indeed i said it the big C word cancer, Rick has for many years been treating many people with minor to terminal cancer and all types of other diseases, saving lives, where the doctors that the patients first went to at a local hospital had at this point in there lives said there was nothing they could do for them and that was basically the answer these trained doctors gave to these people and basically left them for dead but not knowing or maybe they knew the whole time that they were really killing them slowly the whole time just feeding them Chemo and radiation, and also prescription medications that don't do much for the actual cancer other then just "hide" the pain. "Chemo is not the way" says Rick, it kills every living cell in your body and most chances are you wont survive any longer then if you hadn't had chemo at all. And that is there main option really. there only options for doctors as of right now so Rick Simpson took it upon himself to go forth and Cure this horrible disease after suffering with it for many years and having his brother and other family members dying from cancer as well, and people all around him in record amounts never heard of in the past. Rick extracts the THC and main chemicals out of the female marijuana plants in a process which he openly speaks and teaches about and creates an oil out of it he calls "Hemp Oil". which he rubs on to affected areas or ingests internally a few times a day, in some events has eliminated cancerous moles and weird protuberances in people skins, in as little as 3 days just with a band-aid and some oil. he has many patient accounts of curing cancer, everything from lung to skin to even MS and other really horrible diseases. everything you can imagine is cured by this hemp oil and yet the active ingredient is still illegal today actually placed in the category of the worst drugs there is said of having no medicinal value, schedule 1 narcotic.. but back to Rick, so with Hemp being illegal and all, Rick on an everyday basis is dealing with Police, RCMP, lawyers and everything you can imagine trying to help patients which means growing a crop of marijuana and making it himself as there is no where to buy it legally, funny story also ever year before he begins growing his crops he sends a letter to the local RCMP station and tells them about what hes doing and that hes trying to cure and has cured cancer and many other diseases. What a man he is such dignity such determination, and passion to get this out to people and to save lives, and well the cops still come in around harvest time and raid his crop not sure how many times this has happened but once is enough, Ive read the judge in one of his trials for growing, that even the judge was kind of sympathetic in ways toward him but being the laws the way they are still had to charge him with illegally distributing this illegal substance, for which Rick has gotten a hefty fine and a few other things. Well at least the judge even sees this the way it is but being Canada we have to deal with these fucked up laws, how did we get so bad up North it seems the USA is way beyond us in its laws if there is some other hidden agenda there i don't know. But i just want to get out there the story of Rick Simpson and his great contribution to the world at large and everyone in it. if you believe in such things as population control or big drug companies basically have control of everything that marijuana can never be patented which means you cant own it and makes billions billions off of it which would destroy all there profits being that marijuana cures most everything or helps and alleviates most other things, and you can grow it yourself, there is no money to be made well there is but not trillions, hahah money grubbing bastards rot in hell. Rick keep fighting the good fight and some day soon i will join your battle, because we need to survive this world strive to greater things then we could of ever imagined and not let "Them" take away are rights as human beings and if we cannot cure these horrible sicknesses caused by whatever you want to believe we cannot destroy the system at large and finally become free.

Saturday, 17 November 2012

Free energy is it out there? and if so why wont they tell us?

so Ive been recently watching through old documentaries and reading up on the one and only Nikola Tesla. Who? you may say…and if that is your question it is a shame, because he is by far one of the greatest inventors of his time or any fucking time, maybe he was a little too smart for his own time and people saw him as crazy for what he was trying to accomplish. well anyways the history book have written over him almost completely..I remember back in the school days all they really tought about Nikola Tesla was maybe 1 or 2 minor things about him helping Edison and "helped" create AC power, that was all that they really tough me about this guy and that he did crazy experiments that shut power down to cities, lights and all kinds of noises would be heard coming from his property or lab and he was seen as a Dr.Frankenstein like character and that is how i basically learned an knew of him. but after much time of countless research i now have a new opinion on him a new outlook, he is almost a hero to me and i wondered why in the hell they would not teach of all his working and inventions i think if i had learned some more about him in school it would of made me look down other directions in life career wise to try and pursue this great gift that exists in the universe of supplying endless power to us all forever for free. Ive researched many scientist that not only studied his work but have dedicated there life’s to re-inventing his inventions and remaking his ideas, spending most of there life, day after day studying and interpreting Tesla’s many works. And it sounds maybe a lil crazy but if you only knew the potential of Tesla inventions you would understand how great of a man he was and how revolutionary his ideas were, among one invention that he had created a machine that can harness energy from the atmosphere and also direct it, a supposed death ray that could destroy whole continents and kill masses if used in the wrong hands but he knew in his head the world was not ready for this and would only exploit it for other uses then for good, he has never released it but upon his mysterious deathbed the FBI has taken all of his writings and has not released them since leaving us to question if they recreated it themselves that’s another story . Tesla was also in the stages of building a machine that would supply everyone with free energy without any need for power lines "wireless". He set forth on the project sponsored by G.P.Morgan who later shut down the project being that there was no possible way to put a meter on his device to measure power consumption therefore he could not charge money and make billions off it, so the idea, the project everything got scrapped and later destroyed. so i say now so many years past, his inventions are popping up everywhere, hobbyists and scientists everywhere are recreating these inventions and they are working, but yet we still hear nothing about it in the news, i know the oil companies have a huge grasp on the media and government and everything basically but how is there not enough people by now that have figured out this mans works and try to mass create them and supply everyone with free energy in the world.. are we lazy? even us that know that these things exist cannot really do much about but inform other people or if were really keen go and try to recreate his inventions which will take years of studying and work to re due any of tesla’s inventions. there are many people that are actively selling these free energy generators well not free but so efficient and non polluting out in the world but nothing is said of them no advertisements make it out to the news or media, so no one knows and also the government raids labs of people that have created these machine and they destroy and take everything from tools to paperwork, and this is not made up conspiracy this is fact and the info is out there for everyone. Everyone in the world would benefit from free energy, wait cross that the big oil/energy companies would go bankrupt and all gas stations would be obsolete, sure it would have some negative effects but god dammit free power everywhere even in small remote mountain towns and off grid folks, even the very sick and poor down in the worst places in Africa, everyone. Humans wouldn’t have to work as hard to pay and set forth money and effort to maintain energy in there homes and buisness’s which would save millions over time that’s millions more or maybe thousands more for you to do with as you please and live life in a non polluting, self sustaining manner. It is the greatest option givin to man and we can never let them destroy and take that from us, “Free at last ohh man we are free at last”..get out there create build and change the world from sucking the tits of oil companies.

Saturday, 10 November 2012

Canada are we moving forward? or just very slowly backwards?

I ask this question because i cant help but understand the way the Canadian government operates, how Harper operates. How has nothing good changed in this country for so long and how has nothing really positive happened to Canada in the last 4-5 years?, I'm sure there are a few very minor happenings but i myself cannot name one, all i see is a country that is influenced so much by other countries mostly USA but also instead of adopting most of the policies of our brother country they slowly revert them and move back taking years off our progress in this fine nation, there must be a bigger picture here that im missing if were not following the states hand and foot and certainly not adopting any British laws, what are we doing this? cant all be Harpers work, why are our laws changing for the worse when we've moved past these things these small problems that millions are spent on but never solved. like i can name one of the biggest that i seen recently with the drug laws, for years USA has been slowly opening new doors and bringing the Marijuana revolution aboard, adopting policies state to state to OK Medicinal marijuana and move forward, god knows are freaking drug laws aren't working when millions of kids get sent to jail everyday for just possessing pot, the millions that are spent to prosecute and turn our young generations in to full fledged criminals because we all know when a small time man goes to jail for the first time the biggest thing he learns is not to change his life choices and be better , but he learns how to become a better criminal and not get caught as easy, debate it or not but its mostly true. and nows here we are 2012 and November is here with Americas great policy to legalise marijuana in a few states and it has been voted in, the people agreed and more people that even came to vote for obama that day came to vote for marijuana, i figure that most people realise in this day an age that 1 vote or any in an American election means jack shit. well back to it..the same fucking day that America makes weed legal in 2 states and medical legal in a few more Canada pushes forth its version of the way of weed in Canada and adopts a policy to criminalise people, bring them to Jail for a minimum of 6 months for 6 plants or more. so if the government leaned nothing from America and the rest of the world and made these laws on there own, what are they thinking, who really is in control?..because we spent the whole life of Canada being the lil brother of the states and doing what it says and walking hand and foot with them. i remember back when Cretian was our Prime minister and he wanted to decriminalise and a day or 2 later the USA drug Czar came up into Canada and changed his mind pretty quickly and this has been happening for years, so what is our problem now, this is what scares me what is Canada's gain out of criminalising weed, if they think were gonna flood the borders with pot their stupid because the 2 states that have been legalised are close if not on the border. something is up there must be some huge billions dollar scheme to keep weed from getting to the people, pharmaceutical/health care, Energy, or logging companies. but USA is moving forward ..what is this a trick, is there a reason why these laws got pushed through on the same day obama came president, all the pot headed free thinkers wouldn't go vote because they were going to vote for weed or something... it cant be that easy to change something in one country and the other go the many questions and only my free mind can answer for now..."Use your mind, think beyond the box of media and propaganda, if something is weird ,question it is our only free right left.

Wednesday, 7 November 2012

Bittersweet day for Americans: Marijuana Legalized But Obama is still President

a bittersweet day for Americans, Obama has won again and Marijuana has become completely legal under state law in Colorado and Washington also a few other states like Massachusetts and Michigan approved legalising medical marijuana. Why i say "bittersweet" is because its almost like winning a million dollars but you have to jump off a fucking cliff to get it, is it really worth it, I'm not saying that we would of been better off witrh Romney certainly not but its not much of a difference from OBAMA i dont care what you know or think out there from conspiracies to fact. but Obama has gone back on almost every promise he has made in his first run to get elected, saying somethings then going completely 180 on it and changing his mind, o the horror the madness when Americans keep getting there hopes up and then shot down, literally sometimes (JFK). they think its the start of a new America they think change will come for the better, but where the hell is this change where are the improvements, huh where? i may not be an American but still as a Canadian we are affected by USA, and after seeing several posts on Facebook from friends and family i see there are a bunch of narrow minded mother fuckers who believe Obama is the greatest thing to happen in long time but these fucks don't research and go in to the depths of the lies that Obama has created the last 4 years, he is not the holy trinity sent here from some fucked up god in the sky, he is by my view a puppet a secretly put together human specially for the purposes of running the government and being the face of change so that people everywhere will get tricked into false hope, a black president we really have done it but what have we done it may only be good for the Racial movement the civil rights, but for us as regular citizens he is just another person thrown into power to push forth the new laws and regulations of the big guys at the top, I'm not trying to push conspiracies at ya, i have read alot about this and found some hard facts some true evidence that shows the same agenda as the past is still striving forward even through different political parties. the information is out there sure it isn't all real but most of it is the freedom of information act lets these papers come alive, most of the time. but back to the topic a bittersweet day for Americans, the long awaited decriminalising/legalising of marijuana has come, even after 4 years of many states making medical marijuana legal and helping millions of patients all over the country, some people that have relocated many miles to live in a pro-por zone, but with all the peoples votes and all these laws and bills that past in favour of weed, Federal law still prohibits the use and still sees marijuana as a schedule 1 substance one of the most deadliest drugs, and its still 100% illegal to them that's why they made a point the last 4 years of going into these states that have adopted this great policy to let medical marijuana be available to the sick and busting hundreds of Dispensaries and Co-op's all over America, rendering thousands of people without the proper medicine they need. And the funny fact is that there are thousands of fields of pot illegally growing throughout the states especially by the Mexican border and all over and the only marijuana that the federal government goes after is the semi-legal pot that is grow, regulated, inspected and given to sick patients for relive of hundreds of problems. how fucked up is that? why so many years later all the info and proven cancer fighting facts , the research about everything great  THC and CBD the active ingredients in pot contribute to modern problems. even when we find through research that THC and CBD are chemicals which are also created in our bodies as well,  we have receptors in our brain that only become affected by CBD's, thats got to tell ya something that this plant was meant to be consumed. there are key holes in our brain and marijuana is the only Key that fits thats unlocks the potentials of our brain that we just cannot hack ourselves..WOW..Whatever reasons be it pharmaceutical companies,the logging companies the federal government, the hidden powers whoever they sure are doing a good job at keeping it illegal, but with millions of people partaking in this great drug with no side effects and all the good that comes with it.  we cant help but make change to these laws, we are all gonna smoke, vaporise, eat and grow marijuana no matter what whether that means jail or not, we  are willing to give up our rights and freedoms just to smoke pot or grow it, thats got to tell ya something, we are willing to go to jail not willing per say but we made that choice that were gonna use marijuana whatever the consequences are. god dammit its hard to live in this world knowing so much, "Ignorance is bliss" ..."is knowledge power?"

Tuesday, 6 November 2012

Music the everlasting joy, bringing people together from all walks of life the last true hope for humanity.

Music the everlasting joy, bringing people together from all walks of life the last true hope for humanity. nothing out there in this universe has the same affect on the human mind and soul as music, the great vibes and moods it puts you in when you first touch that needle down on the record it Sparks something inside of you, something other worldly a great force which takes all control of your senses leaving you in almost a dream world. yes music can accomplish all of this and more. how many times have you turned on a song and have became so affected by physically, emotionally enough to get goosebumps all throughout your skin and even tear up, enough to strike a chord in your main nervous system. that is music and yes sir and most of us know this but i have met a few people throughout my life that didn't really partake in music of any type and those people in my mind truly had some kinda of problem a deep lurking one if not completely noticeable but not crazy or abnormal just "different". I could not imagine a life without the wonderfulness of music and also the instruments that create such greatness, where would the world be in this point in time, i would think in a very bad spot. Music even has the power to revolutionise the people of the planet we've all seen it in the 60's a whole generation of music created for that era the problems they faced with the governments and wars. and what a new genre they created such experimentality and almost years above its time , one of the best i have to say i may not have been born right in it or even close but many years later i still watch the movies and listen to everything from this era its flows through my veins, a music i cannot let go of. Jimi hendrix, Joplin, Beatles, Stones, jefferson airplane, greatful dead, joe cocker, pink floyd, clapton, more and so much more. these are the people that cannot be copied the greats that will live in our hearts in souls for ever because of how this music was created it meant something truly, money wasn't involved there was a universal feeling that what you were doing in that part of time was a statement to the world something that is hard to find today you were truly involved in the planet and everyone in and "change". Now we move into the new age of music sure its good and it still affects the soul, but does it have true purpose behind it other then money? For sure there are many artists still out there that have no care for money and fame and play music for the greatness that it is, born, bred in them from birth there still is tons of meaning tons of purpose behind today's music but with the millions of artists that are contributing crap,garbage, shit all around them ,its hard to find there way into the mainstream and most dont even want to be there anyways these are the ones, the true hope .music a never ending relationship that will shape your whole life..ha ha music god damn its hear and always will be. where ever the sound of music goes in the future I'm sure it will be a major part again on shaping our economy our planet getting the word out there that this fucked up world doesn't run as great as they tell you and well maybe even so evilly, atrociously bad your better off being a def/mute but still to this day new old music has huge affect, and still creates these great extacys inside people that cannot be made any other way then maybe drugs..good ol drugs but a strait way and sober way.Get out there and create get out there and transform. one last kick at the can : "a life without music, is a life with void" space, a certain missing emptiness. and the impact it can have on your life is tremendous and something that can never be taken for granted.MUSIC OUR SAVIOUR

Thursday, 1 November 2012

MSG and Aspartame The 2 evil chemical brothers out to kill us all.

why does almost everything that taste great so bad for you? my whole life I've been hooked on different types of food that i knew in my head were not the healthiest for me and even the foods that were good for me (that i had thought were) that tasted good, i find out now aren't so great because of certain chemicals. Yes im talking about the Bad chemicals otherwise known as MSG and ASPARTAME. i would hope by now that most people out there are aware of these 2 chemicals and what food they are contained in, but if not im gonna let ya know a thing or two these both chemicals are almost in everything that we have been eating since we were born. all these new diseases, cancers and disorders that have been coming up the last 10, 20 years where did they come from?can these chemicals be part of the cause? well lets discuss a little further. Msg was created in Tokyo, Japan as an artificial flavour enhancer first derived from seaweed. Pure MSG does not have a pleasant taste until it is combined with a consonant savoury smell. As a flavor and in the right amount, MSG can enhance other taste-active compounds, improving the overall taste of certain foods. So is it safe? well the FDA concluded its safe if eaten at "customary levels". google defines cus·tom·ar·y as :    According to the customs or usual practises associated with a particular society, place, or set of circumstances. Here go the facts about MSG: 1) 1960's scientist use Msg to fatten up lab rats (2)Proven to make animals and humans insulin resistant causing obesity, sluggishness and depression(cells that produce dopamine and regulate appetite are destroyed). (3)MSG triggers Migraines/headaches by activating a certain gene in your body.(4) Alzheimers, Autism and cancer have been linked to MSG intake. what more could you possibly need to know to realize this shit is bad for you but theres tons more problems coming up from msg. and now big pharma is on the band wagon and trying to make money off of glutamine blocking pills, putting millions more in the pockets of the richest elite of scum on the planet. Just to let you all know something there is already a cheap glutamine blocker out there and it called "ADVIL"or stop consuming MSG altogether. The bastards also hide as much as they can any labeling  and because they detach it from its usual sodium buddy, it doesn't even need to be labeled as MSG or monosodium glutamate so Heres a small list of hugely consumed foods in the north american society  that contain MSG : Any Restaurants-Chicken, fish and beef products, Dressings, gravies, sausage, any dipping sauces, soups, salads, parmesan cheese.Fast foods- seasoned fries, chicken/beef products, salads any sauces. Convience stores-seasoned potato chips, most baked goods and i could go on for days about what foods contain this evil chemical but i wont so just an extra helpful hint KFC is the worst of all fast foods chains for Msg, all them Herbs and spices the cornel talks about well they aren't all good but the food sure is tasty . Well now on to our second Evil man made con coked chemical ASPARTAME. aspartame was first synthesised in 1965 by a scientist generating a tetra peptide of the hormone, gastrin, for use in assessing an anti-ulcer drug candidate i wont get into the chemical details of this one because it all chemically made and synthesised, i read threw it but nothing was retained other then the fact Aspartame contains Methol achohol/Methonal(wood alcohol,poison). Aspartame is an artificial sweetener about 200 times stronger then sucralose or Normal sugar. The sweetness of aspartame lasts longer than sucrose, so it is often blended with other artificial sweeteners such as acesulfame potassium to produce an overall taste more like sugar. after numerous studies and tests It was originally approved for dry goods on July 26, 1974, but objections filed by neuroscience researcher Dr John W. Olney in August 1974 as well as investigations of G.D. Searle's research practises caused the U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) to put approval of aspartame on hold. The FDA commissioner went against some resistance or hesitated approval and deemed Aspartame safe to use in baked goods 1981, beverages and other products in 1983.  In 1985, Monsanto purchased G.D. Searle and made Searle Pharmaceuticals and The NutraSweet Company separate subsidiaries. If you have never heard of Monsanto yet you have been living under a rock no a fuckin mountain because these guys are worse then scum worse then any kind of evil, the ultimate group that has no conscience or care for humanity and will eventually slit all our throats anyways Monsanto is another issue i will write about but for now ill stay on topic. Throughout the next years following 1983 many trials and clinical studies were performed here is the list of proven diseases and problems in humans related to aspartame intake: 1)Aspartame accounts for over 75 percent of the adverse reactions to food additives(Many of these reactions are very serious including seizures and death).(2)A few of the different documented symptoms listed as being caused by aspartame include: Headaches/migraines, dizziness, seizures, nausea, numbness, muscle spasms, weight gain, rashes, depression, fatigue, irritability, tachycardia, insomnia, vision problems, hearing loss, heart palpitations, breathing difficulties, anxiety attacks, slurred speech, loss of taste, tinnitus, vertigo, memory loss, and joint pain. (3)the following chronic illnesses can be triggered or worsened by ingesting of aspartame: Brain tumors, multiple sclerosis, epilepsy, chronic fatigue syndrome, parkinson's disease, alzheimer's, mental retardation, lymphoma, birth defects, fibromyalgia, and diabetes. Main food/products containing aspartame:  Diet sodas, chewing gum, quick dissolve medicines," Nutrasweet"/"equal" sweetners,childrens medicine plus lots more.    Aspartate and glutamate act as neurotransmitters in the brain by facilitating the transmission of information from neuron to neuron. Too much aspartate or glutamate in the brain kills certain neurons by allowing the influx of too much calcium into the cells. This influx triggers excessive amounts of free radicals, which kill the cells. which in lamen terms means use of these chemicals stimulates your neural cells to death. so in conclusion to all this i would just like to say please look into what your eating all of the things that you grew up on the things you most enjoy. theres gotta be a reason why some food taste so good and you just cant get enough.. chances are they contain either one of these chemical combinations. its a hard thing to swallow when you realise everything you know and love that you are ingesting is bad for you and may cause some type of disease in you or future generations." know what you eat and eat what you know"

Monday, 29 October 2012

2012 the end is nearing..what will the media/Government concoct?

so yes we have made it here into 2012 the dreaded year that everyone has been fearing for their whole life's, a year that has been numerously told about and predicted upon as the end the final year of existence or the start of a new existence. whatever you've been told or believe that will happen in this year or close to the date of the end of the mayan calender dec 21 or something like that maybe the 25th. anyways it is now the medias responsibilty to create havoc in the press to create fear in us all, for control of some sort or some other hidden agenda. they've hyped 2012 up to epic preportions and they left us with no hope. so with any kind of change in weather, any storms any terrorist attacks, or any economic issue it will surely comeback to the end of days "the apocolypse". but for the millions of us out there that deny this and have a mind that can over comprehend the things the media spits at us or the government, we know the truth well not the actual truth but were not stupid enough to listen to them, and take whole heartedly into our conscience and accept there supposed truths. hell no we wont go marching in alignment with the rest of the herd. and whatever happens on or around the dreaded day, whether it be man caused or coincidence. take the time to interpret and analyze because the Government has been working for years to scare us into submission and one big event is the key left to unlock the unholy door which is about to be opened on us and devouer or souls our individualism. the one last step to taking full control, marshall law or whatever there is big plans out there in the making and even tho us the people out number the bastards by so much, the fear is what keeps us down, keeps us from fighting. but soon there is bound to be revolt, change in our thought and minds. a huge reason mind expanding drugs or marijuana are almost labeled as the worst things to human race, letting the herd expand there simple small minds would result in the end of this horrible government, this regime. we came close in the 60's but thanks to Nixon the free thinking and individualism died circa 1970 and were left to pick it up from people young and old analyze, interpret, visualize and see the world as it is and the evil bastards that control it that control us. im not a conspiracy theorist or anything im a fuckin realist just with my opinions. im not trying to make a point or tell you whats gonna happen meerly aiming for discussion and input. i dont know the answers just trying to get the brain thinkin.

Sunday, 28 October 2012

The one and only Tom Fun Orchestra

yes indeed i may say the word greatness every so often, but for the first time in my life it has struck chords in side me to levels i have never experienced before to a whole nother level because of one band's new album...and that band is the Tom fun orchestra an exceptionally amazing band from the good ol Cape breton, Ns. and for sure i myself call this place my home, my stomping grounds the place where we grew up we learned life the east coast way and we took that out into the world with us to change things to blow the rest of canada or usa wherever away. and one group of people doing that is the tom fun ever since i first herd there great full bodied melodies, with every east coast instrument combined into a beast a machine that took my ears by storm the first i had heard them i dont have the greatest memory but i think it was on a local skateboarding movie named Scenary and the song , Watchmaker i do recall. the first time i got to experience the great tom fun in concert was one of the best live performances i had seen. over in sydney the 8 or 9 or maybe even 10 at the time of them just crammed up onstage with an energy that just pulsed out of every part of them instruments and all. working together creating this sound so inspired by the east that just gets to me every time, i hear. the audience has no choice but to dance to this music the sounds the ups the downs the stops everything leaves you with no other choice but to dance your ass off to you drop to the floor. yes there are here the tom fun and we are very happy. and now not sure 2, 3 years or so later the come back at us, with a new album. one that i personally have been waiting for seems like an eternity because music to me is more then most people it eats at my brain like a parasite a good parasite taking over every square, circle inch of it. live eat sleep breath music and when a certain band comes along and also a certain song, i almost tear up out of pure happiness on a regular basis the goosebumbs the whole works ."FEEDING MY SOUL" is what its doing and i will be everlastingly happy for it..but back to the new album yes EARTHWORM HEART it is hear and my first chance i got to listen to it on i sat pressed play and 14 songs later i took a few extra minutes just to move to function because this was it, a truly amazing record one that most bands will never get after there first great album, but yes they did the sound were there the new faster melodies awsomely constructed in new manners then the have had before but still holding ever so tightly to the east. not as many violins/fiddles as before which were a huge favorite of mine, but somehow they created such a sound that the fiddles are not needed it works and it works well, good job guys and gals, standing ovation from us all out there, and a personal thanks for the amazing work on Sympathetic wolf which at the moment is being played about 5 times a days, the lyrics are wonderful as always, looking forward to the BC Shows i will attend as many as i physically can handle.

Thursday, 25 October 2012 lost in space

so here i am back again on a retchid and im sure in some way cancer causing computer to try again and document my many many writings over the years, some which i have lost i should say actually a ton of writings i had many years ago some of my best work. just got erased, deleted, oblithurated from existance because i had stored them on a computer or some type of device for it, they just dont make laptops like they used too.cant even punch the keyboard anymore or the harddrive explodes, and i think im on number 12 er so a few flew at and against the wall one got feild goaled out in the yard and how ever the others stopped working who cares, mighta been me and might not of, anyways the fact is they all gave up on me and took with them my precious Data, down to computer hell with them, so at this point in time i figure the INTERWEB will keep this shit documented for ever as long as i stay connected to this website and also i will be able to share from the mind of me the weird and fucked up world we live in from a different point of view, with whoever stumbles there way into this madness of my blogs. (old article)-i had already lost a few books er so in one of them 62 bit revolutionized machines. lost er all, precious peices of info, adventures, priceless isnt even the fuckin word for it. i will say now i will never trust a computer ever again , im going back to the type writer cause my horrid brain hand coordination sucks and i hate writing, "OLDS WAYS WILL REPLACE NEW IN A WORLD THAT LETS GO OF IT PAST" that is a quote i am proud of, cant believe something like that could come out of my thick deranged skull of mine, i dono if its relevent or true to this but i think by the time someone reads it will be true. "hopes are never really a time compass in life and fears bring us immortally back to the grave" i think that may have been nonsense but anything means somthing!!!long livee us..


Addiction: the devils hold on you as christian folk would say. Taking, stripping your life of full potential, full everlasting joy, bliss. It can take everything in your life, "everything" right down to eventually your true self, your true being .who "you" are. But im sure at some point your life slowly dissolved away long before you came to the end, and no man/woman needs to experience these horrible life destroying ways, but everyone almost has to, to know what its likes to have everything come crashing down to feel life just so out of reach. Escaping the true world that we live in everyday, hiding, masking themselves, scared of whats around them dead inside and out, to experience this is to really appreciate what you have. They are spineless, gutless, but will rob your ass in a second to get back to there own world and in the end for what a temporary high, temporary escape after a while just using to get by, not even getting a joy out of being high, just to be. waste of space waste of human potential. I myself have been down the road of addiction whether it be drugs, alcohol, tobacco, even material things. Ive always managed to break the addictions somehow no matter how long it took , it surely wasn't easiest battle but i won in the end but the war surely isn't over yet . most people i guess could be born with addictive personalities and never escape them, but in the end we all have control over our minds.. most of the time. i will not say I'm stronger then anyone else out there cause there are certainly temptations i cannot go without that everyday i must have but they are not physically holding. How do you define the difference between addiction and just plain "wanting"?. is the physical craving, not needing the craving that you have created by feeding your body with these chemicals. physical reminders that make you want more and more feeling as if you can never live without. what part of the human brain makes us this way are we born with something that causes this, different in every human some more some less. will power is the only Savior and addiction after a while will eat through that like a starving piranha devouring into a half dead corpse. almost like a plague it attacks us. and to believe in god and ask him to help rid yourself of this awful disease is to admit that he put you there in the first place that should tell you something right there, your on your own. I still to this day have people i know that cannot escape the life of addiction and at this point in time i  believe they might never make it that they may never escape this clutch, this grip. after so many times of trying to help, hurting yourself dealing with them, killing yourself inside. And most times nothing ever works, but to give up on a human is the hardest thing another human can do. but drug addicts are no longer human after a certain period there is another driving force behind them that infiltrates there being and destroys everything about "them", there true self is still buried somewhere deep inside but the addiction  keeps shovelling more and more shit on top, keeping them down its a road that once travelled is hard to change course. if you manage to conquer this retched battle of drugs or any addiction i commend you, fight the good fight. we are our own addictions our own problems, and the people that can admit this can save themselves.."admitting is the first step" . the only addiction we truly need is the addiction to LIFE itself, maybe not this one but someday.hahh

Wednesday, 24 October 2012

Snow people

Snow people
we are awaiting the snow every year like never before. Waiting for them beautiful white flakes of greatness to touch down on us and later carry us smoothly across some of the biggest mountain tops and through the trees. O man it just doesn’t get any better, truly living playing one on one with nature, living as never before, becoming one with the earth, only the true snow people know about this great relationship between us and nature, the snow the trees the everything it has to offer .it affects the soul in ways not most people can experience or appreciate, its truly an extraordinary moment each time you touch down and know exactly where you’re going and how you’re getting there. It’s as if getting there is just as great as the amazing ride down. What joy, in life can be this rewarding this good, and also drive your body to the depths of despair and destruction, using every muscle all as one unit striving further and further to unknown territories, literally where no man has been before. One small step for mankind one narly ass ride for man. The whole ride just plotting and scoping out lines, picking every obstacle, natural formation. But also knowing at the same time that at any moment death lurks and does he ever, your never alone in the mountains, death is always there watching, tempting, taunting us. Its only after many years of experience can you read the mountains and see for yourself what are the possibilities and risks. Avalanches can and will occur anywhere there is big enough slope so that being said every mountain has them. They are waiting to go at any moment; every step you take into the mountains/backcountry is another step closer to death. Even with vast knowledge shit happens. So every time you go out you are putting your life in danger for recreation but its more than that and the snow people know that inside, you may think were crazy but it’s our life. I don’t know what a loving mother would say to her son who works as a policeman in risk and danger every time he walks the beat, and what she would say to a backcountry skier who doesn’t make a living putting themselves that close to death but merely chooses to for a hobby. But in the end we can all choose are jobs and we certainly can choose our hobbies. When it comes to the love of the backcountry the snow the mountains it is almost not a choice to us it is bred into our blood for life, we have some control but in the end there is a higher say, it’s not just recreation it’s a lifestyle, an urge that can’t be left behind. Back again to the mother sitting home worried, waiting for her loving son to come home from a day at work as a policeman. How is she affected as opposed to a mother/wife of a skier backcountry enthusiast, who goes out most days, not returning for hours and hours by full choice? We all live for the thrill of something even if it puts us close to the inevitable obstacle of being hurt or dying, “the closer we come to death the more alive you feel”. It’s out there and we accept it every day, and learn everyday…. Life is out there and so is death, when you accept this then you can start living.